When they are busy to update their relationship, I am busy to fight on how to build up my family again. It has been scattered into fine pieces. I can’t even see how it can be normal again.

I tried to smile. Fake every emotion.

Seems like I let go every problems. I don’t give a damn on it anymore.

What is FAMILY all about? Do I actually have it since in beginning?

What is LOVE? Do I received it?

What is HAPPINESS? Living in fake while we are totally suffering?

I’m tired with this, mama. I’m so tired. I can’t hold this anymore.




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